I've started more projects than I can even remember. Mostly crap. Ranting. Rambling. But then I guess that's what it's supposed to be.
This one's a little different in that it describes my several-year journey with a corrupt child protective system and a sociopath baby daddy/ex-husband.
Thing is, despite BD's lunacy, I'M the one from whom CPS took my child.
It's been - and still is - the most heart-wrenching thing I've gone through to date.
I lie awake at night and my brain won't shut off. So I figured it's better for my well-being if I start writing all this down. Memories of what took place and how I came to be here. Regret and guilt for my child. A raging sea of hatred for BD that I want desperately to be free of.
And it's for me, because no one will see this, but me.
